Long before I came to Melbourne, I had decided that I would come out to you on this trip. Being with you for the last 3 weeks, I have decided that I need to wait and remain silent for some more time. You are not ready for it and have so many problems of you own - friends who use you but don't care a bit about your feelings, parents who keep quarreling, your loneliness which maddens you at times, an ailing aunt you can't even go and meet, aging grandparents you would love to give company to but can't. You are weak and fragile, my sis, and I don't want to shatter you by telling you that the only brother you have is gay.
I will wait till I feel you are brave enough to hear it with a straight face, without allowing even a drop of tear from appearing in your eyes, without allowing even a hint of disgust or disappointment from showing on your face.
I love you sis! I love you very much! And I just can't bring myself to hurt you right now!
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2 comments:
true .it is not a good idea to come out to someone who already going through some problems.
bearcub
yups i know tapak, and thats why i will remain quiet for some more time...probably till my parents make marriage a big issue and blow it out of proportions....:)
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