Conquering Irritation!

I haven't slept all night today! Time flows by, but I do nothing constructive. I keep searching gay blogs, looking at the statistics counter for my blog, going on google reader to find any updated feeds. Yes, that is all I do. I hate myself for not studying finance, for I know nothing of it, and I really should start studying, because that is what my life will revolve around atleast for the next couple of years.

Anyway, this post is not about how I waste time. It is about how I was successful at conquering my irritation today. Around 6 o'clock in the morning, Suze messaged me on gtalk, asking me if I was interested in getting some tea. I wasn't feeling sleepy, so I said yes. We had tea and talked for an hour or so about general stuff - living alone, holiday plans, what we want to be 5 yrs down the line, etc etc. Then talk about Grand Bhagwati (GB is a 24-hr restaurant in Ahmedabad) came up and I was kind of surprised that she had never been there. So we decided to wake up Sebi and the rest of their gang and go have breakfast at GB. I was a bit hesitant, but decided to go ahead with the plan.

So we woke all these guys up - Sebi, Aakash and Veeru and we went to GB. I, as usual, felt out of place and extremely extremely irritated. Irritated because I just can't relate to their group. I feel they are just not my type. I can talk to each one of them individually, but when I see them as a group, I feel like puking on their faces. And let me clarify here that I am not at all jealous of their close bonding or anything. It is just that I find these people too superficial for me to stand. But then, for the first time, I did not let the irritation show on my face. Yes, I talked less, but I was all smiles and all that shit. So I felt kind of good. :)

Now I am sleepy. So will catch you some other time. Tata!
And yes, I wonder why I became friends with Sebi in the first place. We are so different, so very different.