Whats new?

Whats new? Mmmmm..stupid question..as if anything ever changes in my life.
Well, let me update you with some 'happenings', if you want to call it that. I had met this really nice guy online. We chatted for more than a week. He was cute, Indian, spoke Hindi (Thank god! I am somehow most comfortable when I am speaking to someone in Hinglish. I know it sounds too desi, but who cares!) and was still a teenager. Yes, but that is what the problem was. He was a frikkin teenager. Too shy, a bit low on maturity (yes, lower than me ;)) and more of a chicken than I am. He was comfortable with the virtual relationship we were having. We used to see each other on webcam, I used to do most of the talking and that increased my frustration. I had asked him to meet me over a cup of coffee, I was even ready to travel all the way to Southall, but he always said no. I saw that we were heading nowhere and I decided to call it off. I do feel bad for him, he was such a kid after all. But then we were just wasting time on each other. He lived with his family and both of us knew he was never going to come out to them. And without that happening, there was no point even thinking about a real relationship.
Anyway, that chapter is over now.
My cousins are coming to see London next week (from Wednesday till Sunday). My poor one-bedroom house will have to accommodate THREE people then. I have no clue how are we all going to sleep properly. My bed is somewhere between a single and a double bed and the sofas are 2-seater ones (so that means they cannot be used for sleeping, unless of course either you curl yourself up like a cat when you sleep or you are a dwarf). Well, I just hope we figure out a way. But hopefully it should be fun with both of them here. It has been ages since I met them.
Other than that, London weather has become a lot better, but my schedule (to remain inside the confines of my home on the weekend) hasn't changed. All week I think of going to a gay bar or club on the weekend, there is one very close to where I stay (http://www.the2brewers.com/), but I back out every time. There are a number of reasons for that - I am a bit scared to go all alone; I am terrified that no one will talk to me while I am there and I would be just left sipping my beer in one dark corner of the club, wishing that I was invisible; and I am too lazy to shave, dress up and go there. :( The major reason is having no one to go there with.
Anyhow, sometime, someday...:)