..and I will be able to breathe again.
But this time around, I am a bit sceptical of going to Delhi. With my sis getting married, attention immediately shifts to me. I can handle my grandparents, even my other relatives, but the difficult part would be confronting the parents and trying to settle the matter for once and for all.
Do I really want to settle the matter though? I am not even sure of who I am. Sometimes I feel I am plain asexual, or marred by abnormal sexuality, whatever that abnormality is. NJ says I try too hard to be someone I am not, and that I would regret what I am doing now 15yrs down the line. Maybe I would. I think I would. I don't know.
Plus with so many friends to meet in Delhi, there will be the usual guilt of having ended up spending very little time at home, with parents and grandparents.
Lets see. I think for the first time, I am not overly enthusiastic about heading home.
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4 comments:
marriage is not the only destination in life...you can be single all throughout your life and need not confront about yourself. live your life...you dont know what will happen after 1 year...why are you worried about life after 15 yrs??? live your life dost....
I want to ditto everything Swat has said..live your life they way you want to..do whatevr you enjoy doing, leave the rest to god:)
Marriage should nevr be the destination, it is just one of the stops in the journey of life...I know many people men and women who are very happy living alone..there is so much to do and enjoy in this world.
Arre baba, you're just 26 right now! Surely there's tons of time (1 year) before you're pestered much over it...
I know exactly how that feels. I had never thought I'd find home stifling.
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